Thursday, August 23, 2007 ›
9:08 PM
A cloud of despair rains over my fucking piano. It's rotting, decomposing with every passing minute. Its lightning strikes my piano and it burst into flames, only ashes remains, just like my dreams. I just realised how sucky I actually am and, yeah, it is impossible for me to pass my grade 5 piano exam. Even if I somehow managed to master all 3 exam pieces, my aural, sight-reading and scales would screw the whole thing up.
This is fucking retarded. I don't exactly know why I've started to use vulgarities again, but I can't help it, there isn't any better words to describe this situation.
The first paragraph sounds retarded and I bet there were wrong usages of words, but who the fuck cares. At least I tried. I should go find a new good friend that has crappy results. So I don't have to keep feeling stupid when Soh Jie gets his tests/quizzes back.
And no, I wouldn't exactly say that my history is good. (My first quiz was screwed and the WWII assignment was screwed too.)
I'm tired and I wanna sleep. Meeeeep.
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